So I figured it would be about time to post another journal since I never really post drawings anymore (which I hope to start getting back into that again by the way, really I do) just so people know I'm still alive. For those people that have known me long enough, you know that I've had these "panic attacks" of sorts that are really freaking scary and I just wanted ya'll to know that I finally went and got it checked out (well actually I had to go to the hospital cause it wouldn't stop even after an hour and my heartbeat was at 240 bpm but hey! I know what it is now so nyah!) and it's called Supraventricular Tachycardia, where I have an irregular electrical pathway in my heart that makes it struggle to get a steady rhythym. And apparently I have some thyroid problem they haven't told me about yet but in about another week or 2 I'll go to an electrocardiologist and figure out how to possibly fix it for good. Hope, hope, hope, fingers crossed! For now I have to take blood pressure medicine so I can put on clothes without getting all fainty.
So today was the day of my last final so with school out of the way for at least a little while I won't be as stressed out but there's still work to cover that area (lucky me). But with no school for the summer hopefully I'll get back into that creative mood I've been so shy of for a while. A completely blank drawing pad has just been sitting in the floor where I left it after staring at it for half an hour then decided to go to sleep. (Any good ideas of what to draw?) God I miss just sitting around with about 5 people in high school over at Rachel's house just drawing and bitching. So fun. I almost forget how it feels have that kind of fun anymore. Growing up is not so cool... Anyway yeah. Just thought I'd catch everyone up.